BANSHEE

 It was just about enough. Crying so hard she would throw up. Crying herself to sleep, wich ended on a massive headache. Food tasted like cardboard. Breathing was just painfull. And joy was nowhere to be found.

Feelings bubbling up inside. So much noise inside her head. She just wanted everything to be quiet. She just wanted to scream so loud it would tune everything else down. She just needed to do it. So much regret in her soul for making that promise. She shouldn't have. Why was she holding herself to that promise, anyway? 

But then again, what was she supossed to do? She didn't even know what the right thing was anymore. Leaving seemed right. That would liberate the keeper of her promise as well. But was it wrong leaving her? Didn't feel like it, but she couldn't tell anymore. Was it selfish or selfless. Was breaking her promise wrong because, well, breaking it was wrong, or because she new deep down she just wanted it known she had broken it, so she would be conforted.

There was a voight inside of her. Filled with nothing but hurt. She just wanted to scream.