Crying was becaming the new normal. It was the old normal as well. But there was a period inbetween where it was not. Granted, it was only because she was so numb she could barely feel anything, but there she was. Wondering whether she was better off that way. When everything went just right through her. Not too long ago she told someone she woukd rather stay feeling things, even though most of them were bad, because feeling them was better than being lost in herself.
Boy was she wrong.
And there she was. Trying to remember how she got herself into that state of numbness before. Or if, maybe, it would just be better and easier to just put an end to it all.
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